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Hi, I'm a single mom of two wonderful boys.  The last five yrs of my life has been a string a bad luck.  I went from modeling and being in the corporate world in same position for 20 yrs. To someone who is getting evicated and trying to get goverment help and pleaing for financial help.  I divored husband of 17yrs. because he wouldnt seek help with his drinking.  To make a long story short, bad luck started slowly after meeting someone (after divorce) whom I thought I grew to know and got swept off feet.  Didn't buy home, he talked us into moving into his huge home and he has 3 kids and my 2.  So I worked full time and raised 5 kids, 6 if you include him.  Used my house money to make improvments to his home, but I thought I was being smart and demanded if I was using all of our (kids and mine) funds to improve house for all of us then I wanted name on it.  Briefly what happned was he etched away my self esteme and made me feel like I did everything wrong, Felt as though he might have been drifting or interested in other women, we were engaged...but he always had an excuse or logical reason or made me feel as though I was crazy or imagining things. Then slowly agian the violence and domentaring started, and threats if I told anyone or phoned police my mom and or kids would have a problem. So we got out, I wanted to get my money but mentally boys and I needed to leave quickly, after being moved out for 2 yrs. he still botheres me, doesnt want me with anyone, follows, broke into our apartment and redirected all my emails to him, lleft recorders, went through my sons and my own phone.  Before I moved his xwife beat down our door and told me everything, that he has been with her the whole time he was with me, they used my money, everything was a lie.  Oh and the reason of my getting terminated after 20yrs at same job, he had slept with the H.R girl.  He's hidden and shoved me into my door and tryed having his way with me, and all with threats.  I ended up after last episode, calling 911 and getting restraing order.  Now everything of ours is gone, Oh yeh he lost the house after I moved out...so yeh.  Financially single handedly destroyed and mentally and physically abused me, but we have our sanity. My boys got protected from most of this as I dont share with them our now hardships.  They our my life, good kind hearted, honor roll and well mannered deserving the best of life.  Now if I can get back on my feet, I can do all I want to do for them and show them how to really live a good happy life.  We are looking for a house in Temecula,ca. and myself and job, if at all possible in Temecula as well, I as well take care of my bedridden mom, so I have hands full.  Thank you and take care of ones self, we're all we have.